Saturday, February 26, 2011

student juried art exhibition

I wanted to give you an update on what's going to happen in the next week with my project. this coming week, I will be sanding down the edges of each piece of canvas board. then painting the edges. after they are dry, i will be drilling holes into each piece so that instead of hanging them on panel they will be hanging freely on string. I will also have other parts to do but that is a suprize.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

step three



This is step three...well whats left of it. I took the viewfinder to each piece and cut out what i thought looked appeasing. then with the band saw, i cut out each piece...these are the scraps...

Friday, February 18, 2011



Sorry for the glare...these are the abstract pieces. I will be using a viewfinder to break them into pieces to make a more pleasable composition...each piece right now is 14x18 inches and painted with acrylic. I used mostly my fingers and some straws...oh and a painting knife... :D. After i break them apart and paint the edges for a clean look I will be mounting them to wood panels with a background painted of white or black. remember each piece is inspired by a poem but im not going to post which ones they are from until im finished with the whole piece. I will be posting more of the progress as I go along... so far, my teacher says I'm a hidden painter lol...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

my new project...

Well, finally I will have some pictures to show tomorrow but just a synapses of what I've been doing besides coloring my fingers every color of the rainbow...no I have not been into my bag of skittles...but I am in the process of creating abstract pieces of art to correlate with some of my poems and others that I have posted here...keep watching...I'm going to be posting the final steps to finishing my creations... this is so EXCITING! I can't wait....oh and I will be posting other pieces that i have created also but those will have nothing to do with my big project. hopefully I will have them done in time to enter the juried art show here... YAY me!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

spring?

A re-birth of your spirit takes hold.
and the chemicals in your brain run in ecstasy mode.

Your everything that you had felt before, 
this moment of peace recreates itself
with a new contentment.

The breath of fresh air so to speak, 
has awakened your cold desolate soul
if only for a moment.

As i grace the outdoors with my presence, 
I am lifted immediately to a beautiful place.

Though the bitterness of the cold seems to deliver
an unwanted sadness, the inhalation of spring seems
to offer hope.

There's a discontentment drawn back after the first initial
neuron has re-triggered into the realization of the winter cold.

but the hope that was brought on by your breath of warms spring air,
still leaves happiness lingering in your spirit.

before the initial impact of the scent, 
our lives seem to move in slow motion. 
but after you taste the smell, the smell of spring,

the feeling of being "alright" when the 
inhalation of spring offers hope.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

The Next...

Angry thoughts, sadistic dream, How come we only hear 
the deathly screams?

Horror stories and crazy suicidal deaths
from second or higher stories

Bloody tears and a loss of hope
from the lack of being able to cope.

From wanting a good life to having a bad dream
only because your knowing your life,
will be torn at the seams.
 
Lost and deathly afraid because society
makes you sell your body just to get paid.

It's not enough anymore to do it for love, 
but now you have to make it above.

Not receiving any money to be able to live in the crappiest
hotel, but be able to die in a roach hell.
 
The next Generation won't be the same so the thought
of your children growing up is also driving us insane.

It's where we become angry in our thoughts 
and have sadistic dreams because after hearing ours,
we hear the children's deathly screams.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Hi, Hello, How do you do?

I live in a box on a street and
my life can not be beat.

You say bad things, but mess with my life, 
and see what hell brings.

HI, Hello, How do you do?
Your not too good for anyone around you.
You don't have to say anything, but
I know i'll brighten up your day 
and make your smile bring out everything.

I may look grody and poor, but
that doesn't mean that I'm a bore.

You act like your too good for me
but you don't see, what I see.

you never asked for my opinion.
You just looked at me and made a decision.
Go ahead and say bad things, but 
it will hit you hard when you see what hell brings.

The devil lurks in all of us 
no matter if we're smart or nuts.

Not at all cool of you to judge me
by the view I give you.

I'll say it one more time, 
Hi, Hello, How do you do?

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Whispering Laughter

Everyone says that their your friend, 
but do you know what they say
when you're not around?

Whispering laughter. Do you know what it is?
it's what people do. can it be the new trend?

It's not a good thing you see
because you are laughing at someone 
and who they can be.

talking behind their backs, laughing
because they lack what you have.

How disrespectful can you be?
you're probably laughing at me.

we can all agree that not everything 
is beautiful to see.

laughing and talking behind someone's back 
is a danger to all, for your friendship
is all they need to breathe.
for
your whispering laughter is what they scream
before they commit to a life they they want
that's like a dream.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Death of a fairytale love

Smiles are emitted, laughter is found. 
Deep in your heart, love is a protruding sound.
Holding hands, your feet and toes tickling in the sand. 
Making sure everything you say can be easy to understand.

Playing in the grass tickling each other and wishing.
the laughter brightens up the sky and makes you feel
as though you could fly.

What will the next day bring?

He said those words that brought a tear to my eye.
"I'm in love with you."
I knew just then there would be a good bye.

He dried my tears and kissed my eye.
that feeling made my hearts pain subside.

Each day goes by, lately he makes me cry.
He calls less and is absent when I need him.
Some days I walk to his house on a whim.
Then with our friends all around, he said that word.
bye.

His hand reached inside my chest and ripped out my heart.
That's when I felt he and I had fallen apart. 
The butterflies died and my heart shriveled inside.
That's when the hole he filled, emptied and a part of me died.

Now, I cry every night.
Every time he's in my sight. 
I know that we will never be again but I still have the fight.

Those words still sing like the devil in my ears,
"you have been victim to death of a fairytale love."